Post by darkoneofpower on Nov 20, 2004 17:52:19 GMT -5
How Forbidden and untouched the lands you have tread upon in my heart. And how quiet and calm they are after you past. You astonich me and leave me breathless. My reactions are no of the expected. i am at a lost on how to respond. I just seem to watch you, returning nothing but noticing this every growing feeling. A feeling of some sort I have never felt before in this situation.... but it's a familar to me.
And oh how the last time I had felt such a feeling... How the memory sits in my mind as if it were yesterday. How can I react when I had lost this feeling so long ago? I am haunted by the mistakeds I mad before. Don't be led away by this. I only mean my love, nothing less, an open, forgotten thing. It's quite funny how I can just look at you and feel comfort. And how your smile seems to me... I don't mean to push away.
And how your voice sounds when you call me, it feels like a wonderful thing. The rain in Illinois; the sunner afternoons in the summer, many spent, underneather the crabapple tree; the joy of finally being able to be alone in my room; the nights spent beside you; waking to your sleeping face; the thought of being with you for a long time, for the rest of my life; knowing you care as you do. Nothing less. If anything, I can say I love you because of such feelings. Like I have told you many times, you make me want to try harder, This is something no one's been able to make me feel for the longest time.
And how you care for me.... For the longest time I have waited for someone like you to come into my life, but like with everything else I wait until it's too late to show my true nature. Don't take my silence as regret ir as a lesser feeling. Just know I feel opening my mouth would ruin the mood I had set myself in. And know that in my silence I only cherish you fully. To think I have only half the mind to tell you all these things in person, and all to write...
And oh how the last time I had felt such a feeling... How the memory sits in my mind as if it were yesterday. How can I react when I had lost this feeling so long ago? I am haunted by the mistakeds I mad before. Don't be led away by this. I only mean my love, nothing less, an open, forgotten thing. It's quite funny how I can just look at you and feel comfort. And how your smile seems to me... I don't mean to push away.
And how your voice sounds when you call me, it feels like a wonderful thing. The rain in Illinois; the sunner afternoons in the summer, many spent, underneather the crabapple tree; the joy of finally being able to be alone in my room; the nights spent beside you; waking to your sleeping face; the thought of being with you for a long time, for the rest of my life; knowing you care as you do. Nothing less. If anything, I can say I love you because of such feelings. Like I have told you many times, you make me want to try harder, This is something no one's been able to make me feel for the longest time.
And how you care for me.... For the longest time I have waited for someone like you to come into my life, but like with everything else I wait until it's too late to show my true nature. Don't take my silence as regret ir as a lesser feeling. Just know I feel opening my mouth would ruin the mood I had set myself in. And know that in my silence I only cherish you fully. To think I have only half the mind to tell you all these things in person, and all to write...