i'm sad ;_;

[pandi]

yes. i'm sad. and my parents apparently hate me. or are dissappointed in me. i think they just like to make me cry. they're so good at it.


why do i even care
who would even try
you turn your back
and run from me
and all i can do is cry
where were you when i needed a hand?
where were you when i wanted some warmth?
someone to believe in
a friendly face
or even a hug?
you were gone
always gone
always out of reach
convienently uncaring
or unseemingly noticing my pain
you watch every tear fall from my bloodshot eyes
watched me as i wept long into the night
and as i sobbed
when i needed you most
you could care less
you only ever care about yourself
you think me selfish
but what is my fault for wanting someone to love me?
love me for who i am
not for who you want me to be
love me just for being me
love me when i need you
love me when i don't
when i'm sad
comfort me
tell me that everything's gonna be ok
don't just rub salt in my wounds
don't make it worse on me like you always do
why must it always be my fault
even if it has nothing to do with me
i'm a horrible person
and i'm made more horrible by wanting you to care about me
i wish i could just escape this life and be free
free from my grief
pain
heartache
and misery
sometimes i just want to die

[Pimpmaster McSlap-Bitch]

Keep your head up Pandy.

Beautiful butterflies blossom from within beaten cocoons.

[darkoneofpower]

OMG, I am so in love with this piece. Such passion, I was in tears by the end. The feelings I get from this are familar in a sense. I loved this writting. Please grace us with more of your pieces.

I don't mean any offense, if praise was unwanted. I wish you well.

[pandi]

darkoneofpower said:

OMG, I am so in love with this piece. Such passion, I was in tears by the end. The feelings I get from this are familar in a sense. I loved this writting. Please grace us with more of your pieces.

I don't mean any offense, if praise was unwanted. I wish you well.

thank you so much for your comment. i appreciate it a lot.
i'm shocked that kage had nothing rude to say.
i must be getting to him.

[Pimpmaster McSlap-Bitch]

Only one of the many faces of Kage Pandy

I`m quite the multidimensional fellow